you are my light and my hope
why should i fear?
you are my life and my strength
why do i tremble?
when i contemplate surrender
to my dread of the unknown,
i hold tight to you
and your strength gives me strength.
i only ask one thing of you,
just this one thing:
that i may be welcome in your house
all the days of my life,
to dwell in your innermost place
beneath the softness of your wings.
I seek your shelter
when i am wracked by hardship and disquiet;
from your deepest depths
I will sing hymns to the darkness
with openness and love
do you hear my song?
don’t you hear me when I cry to you?
do not turn away –
i seek you endlessly,
i turn constantly toward your light.
even in my darkest moments
of this i am sure:
I am never alone,
yes, even if my father and mother
abandoned me, I know you are there
to gather me up
guide me in your ways,
lead me down the paths
of wholeness and peace,
remind me that no matter
how far i may stray
there is always a road
to return.
though i don’t always see it
i will trust in your goodness
right here, right now
in the land of the living.
hold on to your hope
and be strong –
the season of our return
is at hand.